Wednesday, December 27, 2017

the quiet time between christmas and new year's


these long, yet all-too-short days between christmas and new year's stretch out before me, nearly half gone now. i'm working, listening to hours of interviews we've done for the podcast i'm working on at the moment. but there is also time for some long reads, like this achingly beautiful story of home and belonging by jamila osman. these dark, wintery days have that quality where time seems to slow down, after hurtling forward at breakneck speed for most of this year. i can feel that i needed that. but i can also feel that too many days of togetherness are taking their toll. i need some alone time. i find myself feeling irritable and snappy. i love my family dearly and we've laughed, eaten some good food and played cards together endlessly in recent days. but i need them to go away, just for a few hours. or i need it to stop with the relentless rain so that i can go for a long walk. to be alone in my own head, with only myself and maybe my camera for company. perhaps tomorrow it won't be raining...

2 comments:

celkalee said...

It has been a year, that's for sure. Time, alone time, is at a premium here too. I identify as an introvert at heart despite my all too consuming public life. That time, is so precious. Hope your week provides that time and space before the New Year arrives.

julochka said...

@celkalee - happy new year! i did indeed get some space and peace and it's all good now. i hope you got some too and that 2018 will be kind to you and yours!