some days are better than others.
clouds don't help.
one can feel overwhelmed by responsibilities and expectations.
especially one's own.
but also those of loved ones.
and one can wonder if that light
at the end of the tunnel
is indeed an oncoming train.
independence is both elating and scary.
scary right now.
when it's grey.
there's only one thing to be done...
push though it.
in dreams,
when it feels like falling,
is often when you take off and fly.
